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an eventful sunday

i wouldnt normally wake up before 6am on a sunday… my intertidal volunteer work is one that gives me enough reason!

here’s the sunrise at kranji mudflats as we walked down the stretch to recee the place…

there were several mating pairs today, but no threesomes, so didnt feel inspired to photo-document them! haha… so here’s my trying to get an artistic shot of a horseshoe crab.. now that i think abt it, i think the angling could have been better… it the crabby was facing me, it might have been a nicer shot eh???

saw a number of individual anemones..

and some other marine animals…

we did complete our mission for this recee trip, but we got to keep up with this… so… more trips to come…

ppl would wonder why i even bother sticking my feet in mud and getting all dirty on a sunday morning, and i say, “well, i just enjoy doing this!” :D

after the mudflats, headed to rail mall with HC to track towards the bt timah railway station since there was a final walk down the track.

the walk was supposed to begin at 9am at the bt timah station and we only finished at the mudflats at 945am! haha… not too far in, wemanaged to intercept the groupie. i didnt stay for breakfast with them… would have liked to though… HC was going off to climb one of the quarries after that…. cool or what! must try to improve my strength and stamina, then i can also get into rock climbing! one of these days! :) anyway, i walked around for a while and saw this while looking for bugs in the grass…

its my first time seeing what the mimosa plant’s fruits look like. and apparently its a seed pod! how cool is that! :) and with spikes to make sure other animals dont get to it before it disperses for propogation! :D nice nice…

 

*on a side note, i miss being underwater……i wanna go finning again!!!!! i cant wait till my next dive! 

 
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Posted by on July 31, 2011 in i-Happy

 

dont let your dreams be dreams

at the end of the day, when you die, would you be able to say you’ve lived life?

it means different things to different people.  i might not have figured out what living life means to me yet. and probably our idea of what ‘living live to the fullest’ is will change as we enter different phases of life. but we cant assume what we’ll feel later on based on what others tell us cos our life is ours to live. and the choices we make are based on our personal reasons (of course decisions based on emotions and irrational decisions almost always end up wrong). some of which we might regret, but then, thats what makes us an individual. living someone else’s dream will probably make us miserable anyway, and we’ll never know how we’ll feel later on anyway…

im probably half way through the period of time of which i can do things while still healthy. half way through, being a scary thought also makes me wonder whether the next half will be better or just the same.

i cant live my life only by making a living. i got to live my life. though maybe not in the typical way that everyone expects me to.

i want to see the world. i want to see people. i want to smile seeing different cultural practices. i want to visit historic sites. i want to know more abt the stories that make hinduism what it is. i want to document my travels. i want to see the aurora someday. i want to share my experiences. i want to study. i want to discover. i want to succeed. i want to reward myself. i want to help others. i want to be passionate. i want to continue to care. i want to spread the word. i want to continue to smile at the little things. i want to do things for myself. i want to hear a world renowned ensemble play. i want to go to an exquisite play. i want to enjoy music. i want to make time for myself.  i want to visit the galapagos islands someday. i want to dive as much as i can. i want to see the ocean. i want the experience the feeling of swimming beside wild dolphins or see orcas swim by. i want my loved ones to know i was happy.  i want to know that ive done what i can before i die. i want to live my life. i want to live life.

because,

post it pads from ThingsWeForget.

 
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Posted by on July 27, 2011 in i-LiveMyLife, i-Reflect, i-Want

 

one more dream realised

perhaps its the confidence that comes with wanting to look forward and move forward……….. after over 5 years abt thinking of learning diving, i finally did it last week.

in preparation for this trip, i had bought my mask and snorkel plus my MARES rashguard during ADEX 2011. and the underwater camera proved to be useful… and i’ll share the pictures below..

so, after the 2 theory sessions and the 2 pool sessions at outram sec, i finally went for the open water dive trip to Pulau Dayang over the weekend. leaving on friday evening, i felt so nervous, going there without any of my personal friends and worried abt whether i’ll make it out alive from the dive to 18m underwater. but the long bus ride and the super long boat ride made me feel so sian, i couldnt be bothered abt being nervous! and we arrived at Dayang at about 430am… tired, we all slept.

the next morning was beautiful…. the first thing you see when you open the dorm door is the fantastic blue ocean with Pulau Aur as the backdrop. wonderful? thats an understatement! the jetty was beautiful, the sand was so fine it felt like flour. the coconut trees were unbelievable…. and basically, i couldnt believe that i was there for the weekend! here are some photographs…

on the first day, we went for 3 dives, starting at a shallow 5m underwater and practicing our drills again. and through all that shivering COLD, i actually survived the drills…. and the best part was that while waiting for the rest to complete their drills, we look around and we see SOOOOO many beautiful fishes in passing us, playing with our fins, looking at us (perhaps) and just whipping their fins.

finning in the sea was marvellous… its a feeling i cant adequately describe given my limited vocab. we saw so many beautiful corals, anemones, fishes, including puffer fish! others saw lionfish too!!! i didnt bring my camera for the first 3 dives cos first dive was to test our comfort levels, cannot be distracted. 2nd dive brought down the cam casing to test for leaks. 3rd dive brought down the cam casing with tissue paper inside to test for leaks.

after filling up our dive logs for the first day, we slept quite soundly under terribly cold temperatures.

on day 2, we did 3 more dives, i did bring my cam down, and here are the pictures.

tunicate!

sea grapes? is it???

black sponges.

brain coral

sea stars

2 huge huge cushion stars! those ive seen have always been tiny compared to this!

2 fishes staring at me wondering what i was!!! i love love LURVE this shot! how lucky that it turned out clear!

clam.

sea cucumbers

forgot what this was called.

although visibility wasnt as clear as the previous day, words cant describe how i felt, finning through all the wonderful anemones and clown fishes and wrasse fish and sea stars and sea cucumbers…….. the entire experience was fantastic. i did have trouble equalising, and therefore had to take a longer time, but i guess with more practice, that’ll come quite naturally too! we went up to a maximum depth of 17.8m underwater, finning under and over large corals, across currents (which we all felt strongly, but they said was mild, so im wondering what strong currents would to do us!)

the coolest part of the trip? haha…. is the disembarking off the tip of the boat! hahaha…. darn cool man! i felt like a navy seal! hahaha!

the trip was fantastic, and i guess i should acknowledge that Blue Reef Scuba was great and trustworthy… my instructors were (Ashar, Jon, Isa and Alex) i felt confident diving with them! next in line? the advanced open water dive course, so that i can do night diving and see the creatures that mostly come out at night.

and you know, hopefully i get more comfortable with diving and do a few local dives before volunteering with Blue Water Volunteers! :D

 
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Posted by on July 25, 2011 in i-Dive, i-Happy, i-Travel

 

going archaeological on horseshoe crab eggs!

had an early morning alarm set so that i can get to kranji mudflats by 730am! and for what? to dig the soil and locate their nesting sites!

so we went digging and digging, for me, not knowing what exactly i was looking out for until TY found a cluster! you know how small these eggs are???

so we all got down to digging and locating once we knew what to look out for…

it felt like we were all archaeologists digging for some treasure, needing sand brushes and etc…

through all the knee breaking, back aching, ankle cramping squats and constant focussing, the team found 12 nesting clusters each containing about 8-10 eggs at average.

among the other things we saw were quite a number of mating pairs, some threesomes even!

check out the claspers holding on the female, waiting for it to lay eggs so that the male will have a chance to fertilize it…

we rescued a couple of crabs..

tree climbing crab nicely camouflaged.

an anemone stuck in a puddle of water.

the rhizophora was flowering, beautiful yellow flowers.

at the end of the short trip, we went over to the coffee shop to discuss follow up actions, and im once again reminded of how much joy and excitement research brings. so many hypothesis and conversations to fool-proof certain techniques and interpretations of data collected. wow……… or maybe when you are in a discussion with ppl who actually have ideas on research techniques…

we are now embarking on possibly 4 new projects and i find myself drawn into horseshoe crab studies. i genuinely want to know and be part of finding out the answers to all the questions we raised during the coffeeshop chat!

i hope it works out!

 
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Posted by on July 17, 2011 in i-Marvel

 

term 3 week 3 updates

this week was weird! i felt light hearted even though my marking is just getting a way bit too crazy! mock exams are piling up and im wondering to what extent its actually working for my kids…. we’ll see during prelims. but hey, before that, there’s something called NDP! weeee!!!! today was like the first proper training for the kids and i must say it was a great start! i love seeing parades! and im sure the kids are going to be SO SO proud of themselves when they see the final video recording of their parade! i love love love the marching out sequence of the supporting contingents! :D once again, the band (just the drums) were there to test out the marching beats. i love how the band performs the National Anthem. i love the drum beats. i just love everything abt the parade segment of NDPs. :) ok… im a parade fanatic!

you know, i appreciate how ppl make music work……. i totally fall in love when i see fingers make music…..

this video isnt that, but, just imagine a person playing it this smoothly, without any other instruments…

just listen to the pianist! this was a live band a colleague’s wedding. and this guy plays the piano with feelings, i just got so mesmerised that i remembered his face and when i saw him in sch, i immediately recognised him!

i think its just beautiful.. especially those talented enough to play by ear. i totally have no musical inclination what so ever! tried to learn the veenai. before that, i think mom sent me and my childhood friend for indian classical vocal classes. as an older person, i tried to get started on guitar, so we got Goony to teach us. and i gave up on that cos my fingers became too hard! (horrible me!) and then, for the jamming session we went for to celebrate our friend’s bd, he taught me piano… and i had to do this before i played on the actual day!

the quick fix for the lack of musical neuroconnections in the brain! haha….

anyway, its been a full 3 weeks of exercise and healthy dieting. ive been training up for my swim test on wednesday, and im worried i wont be able to clear the test! if its done in anything higher than a 1.5m pool, i think my muscles will go into spasm and i will just drown! haha… thats how worried i am that im gonna kill this for myself! but still, this is something ive been wanting to do for the longest time. I’M FINALLY DOING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this week, i also managed to get 2 toys! one is in the post below, and the other is my new hp……. after O2 Ozone, then N95, then Omnia 2, then N95, i had given up on phones. i still think N95 is good, but like i kinda needed to recontract and got myself the Sensation. but you know what………. ive been so out of touch, that sometimes i think im not smart enough to use a smart phone! geeks!!

half my weekend is gone, and tmr morning, im going for a special horseshoe crab searching project. we’re gonna be out at 730am for the full moon low tide and hopefully we’ll find what we are looking for. the low tide is at 633am at 0.1m! thats low! im so so excited! and im really hoping we’ll see the nesting area!

tmr is also the day that the railway line is closing for public walks. although initially i was skeptical, ive learnt to accept that publicity for the railway track is really really important. ppl wont know what they are missing unless they really see it. and true enough, with all the hype around the track now, the colleagues who went and the students who went all said great things abt the corridor… its more than just a scenic photographic place. there’s so much wildlife and it gives  a certain serenity abt the place… i really hope the govt will decide to keep at least the parts of the railway track that NSS had designated to contain more wildlife. and i hope that the ppl who’ve walked on the railway line will now continue to support the cause. dont just forget abt it once you’ve walked it. there’s alot more to see, especially if you go with nature groups who are able to point out the wildlife… do go to The Green Corridor website and show your support.

i guess that’s abt it for my update.

ive brought 4 sets of marking home, and half my weekend is over and i have yet to start marking! tmr will be a busy day! and ive promised myself to go for a 45 min run and a 1.5 hr swim to dispose of all the fats i ate today at Mcdonalds and Farmart! geez….. off to play with my hp.

…..

it just came to my realisation that its term 3 and that means the year is ending. N level prelims, then sec 1-3 common test, then O level prelims, then N level exams then O level practical then sec 1-3 EOY exams, then O level exams. and im involved in all of these……. suddenly the year just seems short. and it feels like yet another year has passed. next year is connect plan year. hmmm…. it’ll be my 7th year and i realise i can no longer keep up the lie that im only 21 years old!

the sec 4s are all stepping down. the most recent one being the NPCC POP. with the official handover during Leaders’ Day, we’ve got a new bunch of kids to develop. and i hope my CSM lives up to our expectations. and i hope my ACSM will get good opportunities to develop herself cos she’s a really capable person. i hope they lead the corps to be passionate abt what they do and to give back to society.

well… so much for week 3… im loving july. :) so far so good. until at least N level prelims! haha… goodnight world!

 
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Posted by on July 16, 2011 in i-Typical

 

my first ebay purchase

and the best thing is, is arrived before my birthday! but i only had time to collect it today! :o
and boy am i seriously excited to put it to good use!
Pulau Dayang! HERE I COME!!!!
 
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Posted by on July 11, 2011 in i-Dive, i-Happy, i-Shoot

 

my favourite shots of Perth (2011)

this is a long overdue post.

my perth trip in june was an awesome one. the 9 day trip brought so much experiences, so many “wow” moments! i’ll share the summary of the trip on another post (if i ever get to it). in the meantime, here are some of my favourite shots of perth.

London Street at Fremantle, next to Fremantle Markets and E-Shed markets

i like this picture cos it looks like scene right out of smurfs!

bridge over the water – this black and white reminds me of surreal moments in my childhood. (no lah, i dont really have memories of me standing on a bridge which oversees water. but it just sounds drammatic)

is it autumn or winter? i simply love the colour of the tree against the blue sky. Place: Beside Kings Park, Perth City.

the road we drove on so frequently! Caves Road and Bussel Highway.

untouched greenery!

and its wildlife..

ducky at Kings Park, Perth City

seagull at Hilary’s Boat Harbour

everything abt Hilary’s Boat Harbour, especially the honeycomb crumble ice cream i ate!!!

here the city at night – view up aeroplane, taking off from Perth International Airport.

putting up these pic remind me abt my trip there……. really, memories are so precious!

more pictures to come in my next post on the trip!

 
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Posted by on July 11, 2011 in i-Happy, i-Shoot

 

The Green Corridor – my railway adventure 2 (Bt Timah to Buona Vista)

this trip was vastly different from my previous trip along the railway track from Bt Merah to Bt Timah, when few ppl bothered abt the existence of this track. no one cared abt the railway line. apart from turning their heads to the sound of the oncoming train, the railway track seemed to disappear. in my previous trip, we were the only ones walking on the track and NSS led some groups.

yesterday, as i walked towards the bt timah railway station, my heart sank. so many ppl? the place looked infested. and i became skeptical. so many people. i walked on with a heavy heart to the start point. and i stood there alone for a good 20 minutes, just observing everyone. i heard the conversations of ppl walking past me, those taking scenic photographs, those taking arty farty photographs with toy trains on the railway tracks, little kids picking up stones and throwing it back on the track, eager parents who encouraged their kids, and eager parents who warned their kids to be safe. so many people, so much noise, so many distractions. this was absolutely not what i imagined it to be.

i finally saw the group that i was supposed to walk with, and my first smile came when i saw a familiar face! Allan Teo! Yay!

the walk was fantastic! with him and other NSS peeps sharing their knowledge. now and then, strangers who werent from the group stopped by to listen to the simple sharing sesions on some plant or a bird perched on a tree. people from within the group also shared their information. why, even i shared my experiences. as we walked further, the track got less crowded. still, Allen and other NSS ppl bumped into their friends. and they chatted like uncles meeting their old time friends.

one of those we bumped into was, Von Bin and wife, who said there was a christmas tree planted on the tracks.

and i wasnt quite sure why resilience was written on it, but, thinking back, im wondering if that one green leaf was the only living part of the leaf, trying to have a 2nd go at reviving the plant. if that is it, then someone must have planted it into the ground on the tracks.. how cool!

there were cyclists on the track too. many others walking dogs, some others just up for some exercise and they seemed fascinated that ppl in our group brought larger than normal binoculars and stared at trees. haha… if anything, i thought that we just encouraged a whole new hobby to these onlookers, some of whom stopped to ask more questions!!! yay!!!

at the end of the day, as our group got smaller and smaller towards the end point, we were strangers, yet we shared the same views on the subject. we shared information abt plants and lifestyles in those golden days. how kids then didnt need money to buy toys; they just made their own with whatever they found in nature. and it reiterated why i didnt mind going for these nature trips alone even if my friends aren’t interested. cos, i still end up inspired, meeting ppl from different walks of like who had similar yet different experiences growing up. there was so much to learn, although this wasnt my first time on the tracks!

in the end, i thought to myself: so what if the track was crowded and noiser than my previous experience? these people were loving it, and they were introduced to a vast range of wildlife by other strangers who wanted to share their knowledge. there was a whole lot of information to be shared with members of the public and they were grateful to hear them. strangers spoke to strangers, greeted each other, and encouraged each other to continue on the track.

its not an everyday luxury that ppl get to spot long tailed parakeets and white crested laughing trushes and zebra doves, snakes, etc. if this railway track can introduce them to enjoying nature the way its best enjoyed, well then, welcome aboard! i changed my view abt the crowd by the time i reached the end. i smiled to myself as i thought, “hey, as long as more ppl enjoy and support nature conservation!”

so everyone, anyone, you have 1 more week before the tracks are closed. if you do go down, please show your support by sharing your photographs (of nature) and thoughts and experiences on The Green Corridor FB page or at their official website. the more ppl know abt the usefulness of such a long 26 km corridor that links many parts of Singapore, the better it is for conservation! and remember, to respect nature and keep the tracks clean. it IS our responsibility!

here are pics from this trip. for pictures from my previous trip, click on the first link in this post.

the crowd on a late saturday afternoon!

here we are at the start of the trip, with allan starting the introduction!

allan showed us a few plant-toys!

one for twirling around your finger!

the other was to shoot!

a nice canal under the track.

a fruiting fig tree! and apparently, i was the only one who thought figs tasted disgusting!

even the dog comes along for the trek!

came across this gorgeous house again…. reports said that residents alongside the railway track mention that they will miss the sound of the train…..

the sun was starting to set

the old RJC

several electrical boxes, all of them left open after the electrical cables were cleared.

seemingly these ppl from these bungalow houses took it upon themselves to build a bridge in their backyard!

this is a photograph of the nest of the olive back sunbird (the same kind of sunbird we see in our school)

night fell, it was time for us to climb back to the busy life.

in the end, a trip well worth my time! :)

 
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Posted by on July 10, 2011 in i-Happy, i-Learn, i-Want, i-Wish

 

these passionate UG ppl…

not one, not two. many. and over the years? a multitude of ppl have come back to help their juniors in training and for most of them, its more than just ‘have to come back and help’. its a ‘want to help’. i feel a certain affinity with UG. most probably cos i was never that active in CCA in sec sch (plus i just have a thing for UGs) and i feel inspired seeing these young kids feeling so passionate abt what they do.

the first experience i had was when so so so many officers/sncos came for training every single week and they took it upon themselves to improve the standard of the corps. really, so much hard work. so much reflection and debates on how to improve the quality, which brought a Silver Corps to Gold! so much time spent planning and executing training and camps and events such as the 10th anniversary. all the help, never forgotten. now that the OIC has changed, it made me see that these officers are more than just trainers and coordinators. they are like the backbone of ksj. teachers come and go. OIC changes, and yet, the direction still remains the same. the wealth of knowledge they have on protocols and competition training and admin procedures is irrefutably significant. KSJ wouldnt have been what it is without them.

as do other UGs enjoy the luxury of having officers/sncos coming to help train the juniors. the first NDP training for this yr has started and as i sat at the podium on the parade square seeing these 18 yr old kids give instructions, i couldnt help but smile, feeling so proud and contented that these ppl felt passionate enough to sacrifice weekends to help prepare for yet another good NDP. like GL said, it is going to be a rush, and we still have some ideas considered to be too extravagant for sec 1s to handle.  but still, we want to try and we will do our best. i’ll be there for every training session cos NDP is the time for UGs to shine. its our day.

so i thank all the officers/snco genuinely just for even wanting to help. NDP isnt over yet, but really, your help is very  muchie appreciated!

*aside to EL and RT, thank you for helping out, but really, its time to squeeze your blood dry for the As.. :D but im still very very proud of you both!

 
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Posted by on July 8, 2011 in i-Happy, i-Reflect

 

its been monday all week

suddenly the week starts, and its back to the adrenaline-pumping mind-juggling stress-stimulating hectic schedule again.

monday was the most feared. most of the trs wanted to meet most of the students to settle so many things. suddenly everyone wants to get going…….. and its been like that all week. the date due for everything seems to be week 1! ahhhhhhhhh………!

the syllabus for my grad classes is revision. and its disgusting me that some ppl still think that they can scrap thru exams with hopeful last minute studies given the brains they have. “sry”.

anyway, complains aside, all grad classes have gone into full fledged revision mode, and my first aim is to get rid of my 4NA maths class. after that i’ll settle the 4exp/5na bio kids. im not sure what my exam duties are for this term… i had to decline an appointment for the N levels. so………..

received a few quite demoralising letters this week. one from ICA, one from ED and the other was just my CC bill. the ICA one penned out what ive been trying to deny for the past whole year… but when you see something in black and white, you know its real.  )))))))))))):

i also seem to have quite a few drafts on my wordpress dashboard, which i think im going to end up deleting anyways. no time. ive been wanting to blog abt my aussie trip, but im not putting in effort to write. you can just go check out the pics on my deviantart gallery if you wanted.

i also finally booked and paid for my trip which is happening in 2 weeks time. and im freaking out actually. but like… haha… its been something ive wanted to do for ages. so… though im alone in this, im going for this adventure. finally. :)

this week brought abt some interesting scenarios both at work and at home. most recently though was ‘the case of the missing cousin’ – im still trying to understand the reasons and conceptualize, but my skepticism is getting the better of me. i wouldnt want to judge someone who tried to commit suicide. having gone past that stage where i think dying would be the best option for everyone else, i can see why some ppl might take that option. but like…. haiz… not really sure what to say cos no amt of words will help when the mind is fixated on its own mental model. but suicide only adds burden to those you left behind. which is pure evil cos it’s regret forever.

apart from that, everyday was just immediate meetings, immediate settlements, immediate assignments, immediate submissions. IP coachings have become more intensive and all my afternoons are spent with (1) small groups of students who obviously didnt pay attention when they were in sec 3 and (2) small groups of students who completed TYS and past yr papers and come to me to clarify their doubts. which resulted in late nights. leaving sch at 7 plus 8, reaching home past 9 everyday. until i couldnt take it. on friday, i left sch by 3 plus, slept from 4 to 8pm, and then slept again. woke up early sat morn for sjab. woke up early sun morn for wedding (hopefully the last for this year). and ended up getting a parking ticket for ‘parking against the flow of traffic’. but hey, my dad’s mistake. so he’s writing in to appeal. $50. those loansharks!

its been a tiring and trying first week. everyday felt like one week! an incident happened with one of my classes on wed morn. CKC informed me in the morning. at abt 5 pm when i saw him again, i remarked, “hey, thanks for your help that day!” and he replied, “what that day? it was this morning!”

haha! but hey, one week at a time. we’ll get through eventually. as long as we use each week to the fullest and with no regrets! still, im thanking God for the Youth Day holiday tmr even though im heading to sch to get some stuff done before i head out for lunch to AT’s place.

Life’s good. its all abt positive thinking! im staying positive this week and nothing’s going to ruin this week cos this is MY week!

smile, and the whole world smiles with you. :)

 
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Posted by on July 3, 2011 in i-Typical

 
 
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