End of Curriculum Yr updates

•November 5, 2009 • Leave a Comment

ongoing:

headache, from yesterday
wondering whether i made the right decision
self-doubt

                                                                                                                                                             

im going to be extremely busy, and i might just be walking around sch with a black face. trying to lead at home and lead in sch at the same time, is so taxing.

need to reflect and think. i need to think abt my leadership focus, style, vision, how i want to lead and how i want to develop………..

still wondering whether i’ll rise up to the occasion.

i guess its time to get past wondering why i agreed.

i need to sit and think. i need to figure out who i am in this new role.

 

btw:

the failed relationship post below, is not regarding me. its abt a couple i know. so, no questions pls.

 

CE RADAR

•November 4, 2009 • Leave a Comment

im freaking out… im messed up… im freaking out…. im confused…. im worried sick… im doubting myself… im unsure… im insecure… im panicking…

i hate admin work!

but, i cant be that dumb and i WILL make this work!

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from macritchie to bt timah this time..

•November 1, 2009 • Leave a Comment

yes, i know we went last week. but last week was a recee trip, and this week was to start getting myself geared up for the real hike.

and guess what, i started off the trip with such a great find, and im still thrilled abt it……

i saw an owl butterfly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one of those things i wish i could get to see in real life, other than photos from internet. though small, i must admit, perhaps i have got quite a good eye… or maybe someone who went with me brought luck!

check out this leaf thats so badly eaten up!

anyway, lots of fish in the reservoir. the same kind we saw when we kayaked there 2 yrs ago.

too bad, didnt get to see Mr WML today. and walking on the boardwalk, just reminded me of the conversation my friends had when we walked there previously.

we saw this weird insect. handing upside down. and after my amazing experience with the owl butterfly, i thought maybe i found a dead leaf mantis (its a living mantis that acts like its dead). it wasnt. still, it looked like a naked cockroach from my angle.

and im getting a tad bit better at photographing spiders…….. hmmm…

then we saw this leaf with warts protruding out of the leaf. not the first time i saw this. dont think its some plant virus. i wonder what that plant is, and why it has things growing out from the leaf.

on so many leaves on the plant!

a pretty little ladybug..

then i spotted this weird black insect. there arent that many insects that are black.. i think. this one was black and yellow. and the more i look at it, the more it looks like a grasshopper…

finally reached the tree top walk…… here’s the view from the top.

i could only think of Dr Loo while i was up there. that guy is like a plant expert. i dont really have that much interest in plants though..

we finally got down the steep flight of never-ending steps, much to our knees aching.

“would you rather you were climbing these steps?” TBL asked.

“thank God im not!”

and here’s the weird snail we saw last week..

and because a colleague said i took a nice photograph of the snail the previous time, i tried it again!

the shot didnt turn out nearly as artistic… still, its a shot!

for a long time, we didnt see anything, and i was sad that i still didnt get to see a tree snake… but somewhere after we crossed rifle range flyover, i spotted a snake, maybe not a tree snake. it was dark brown/black and spotted… it was so close to us, by the time i realised it, i was startled. but the poor snake must have been more startled, cos it flipped over, and leaped, and skidded into hiding, within 2 seconds!

no photo of that snake!

the last i saw was this nice red dragonfly. which reminds me again why i love my camera, cos the veination seen in the wings are just beeeeeeaaaaauuuuuutiful!

overall, nice trip. my muscles arent aching as bad as it was last week. but there’s more to come. canoeing at marina, will hurt my arms.. and im going to get to doing some push ups to get me ready for the whole day canoeing trip!

btw, a genuine question.

does anyone know what happened to the rifle range rd monkeys? i know i called them devils, but to have the entire stretch deviod of monkeys is weird. not a single rustle on the trees, not a single family sitting on the road, not a single monkey hiding on the trees. have they all been culled?

I’d really love to see you tonight

•November 1, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Hello, yea it’s been a while
not much, how ’bout you
I’m not sure why I called
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you

and I was thinking maybe later on
we could get together for a while
it’s been such a long time
and I really do miss your smile

I’m not talking ’bout moving in
and I don’t want to change your life
but there’s a warm wind blowing,
the stars are out
and I really love to see you tonight

we could go walking through a windy park
take a drive along the beach
or stay at home and watch t.v.
you see it really doesn’t matter much to me

I’m not talking ’bout moving in
and I don’t want to change your life
but there’s a warm wind blowing,
the stars are out
and I really love to see you tonight

I won’t ask for promise
so don’t have to lie
we both play that game before
say I love you to say goodbye

I’m not talking ’bout moving in
and I don’t want to change your life
but there’s a warm wind blowing, the stars are out
and I really love to see you tonight

I’m not talking ’bout moving in
and I don’t want to change your life
but there’s a warm wind blowing, the stars are out
and I really love to see you tonight

I’m not talking ’bout moving in
and I don’t want to change your life
but there’s a warm wind blowing, the stars are out
and I really love to see you

I’m not talking ’bout moving in
and I don’t want to change your life
but there’s a warm wind blowing, the stars are out
and I really love to see you
tonight

as simple as that………

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God vs Monkey

•October 30, 2009 • Leave a Comment

and the winner is…………..

god vs monkey

MEN………!

The girl who lived in the dark

•October 29, 2009 • Leave a Comment

was scanning through channels today, when i chanced abt Discover Channel’s documentary abt a girl in China, whose cancer got worse when exposed to light…….

she has this condition called Xeroderma Pigmentosum, where the skin is unable to recuperate after exposure to sunlight. in some cases, cells that havent recovered yet, become cancerous…….

Wan Lao Yang had to stay in the dark, in her remote village, had to stop school.

after her operature to remove the external cancerous tumour, her face looked more like a face. though still stained badly by all the skin grafts, discolouration and subsequent swelling.

her lost her ability to see from her left eye, and lost her left nostril.

even though she could only see from 1 eye, she said, “im happy. im happy that i can go to sch like other kids. i want to go to university one day and be successful”

i thought the episode ended then, only to find out that the cancer had spread to her lungs, and that she died in 2006………..

she had the sweetest smile…….

:’(

what does it mean to live life?

her spirit was remarkable.

arent we being too picky abt the smallest things in life.

masters of disguise

•October 28, 2009 • Leave a Comment

10. malaysian orchid mantis

9. spiny rainforest katydid

8. scorpion fish

7. owl butterfly

it obviously looks like there’s a predator there instead of a prey!

6. dead leaf mantis

and in case you cant exactly see the mantis, here’s one hanging upside down..

5. leaf insect

and this leaf insect comes after praying mantis, because this leaf insect can still spot one, and eat it!

if you can spot the 2 organisms below…

4. flounders/flatfish 

3. sand flathead (platycephalus bassensis) 

 2. Satanic leaf tailed geckoA Satanic leaf-tailed gecko, a type of lizard that can camouflage itself to resemble a shrivelled autumn leaf, has been captured on camera in a stunning image. 

1. minic octopus

remember the invisible octopus? and the octopus that i saw at chek jawa. if thats not convincing enough, try this. an octopus that changes not only its colour/texture, but also its behaviour. to act like a flounder, sea snake, lion fish, and whatever else that hasnt been caught on tape!

this is so fantastic, a photo doesnt do it any justice.

and thats why, the octopus takes the no 1 spot!

from bt timah to macritchie

•October 26, 2009 • Leave a Comment

6 hrs ppl…… 6 hrs…. we took that long, cos of various factors, that included my fitness level…

but at least we saw a whole lot of things!

a number of crickets. 

 we saw many many fig trees. here, there everywhere……. 

 and we saw nice termite house trails 

and ant trails.

and this cute little spider web…. first time seeing a zig zagged spider web in this manner……. ! 

we crossed rifle range rd, and im so grateful we didnt get to see the monkeys devils that confronted us the last time i went… (how to survive devil attacks)

we passed by the same place where we saw a monkey trying to open up a tied plastic bag to effortlessly, to get to its contents.

 we saw this cute snail, not the typical shell we usually see.

 

and this toad! 

i spotted this insect, that looked like this segmented body was falling apart, but then i realised the insect was that way…. 

and a plant that looks like its been infected with virus

and a pretty red/orange flower…

nice macaranga tribola with its modified sepals which houses ants.

this interesting looking fern. which splits into 2 at each terminal. end up looking like some alien creature!

we saw this small cute caterpillar…

finally at macritchie, we spotted a stealth Varanus salvator (WML). i thought it was a komodo dragon the last time we saw one at macritchie. and remember my dear friends calling out to it as if it was a doggy! haha..

and another monitor lizard in hiding. can you find it?

and at the end of it all……………. all muscle ache and all…….. we were sure that our end of yr camp will be a terrifying experience for our cadets… aaahahahaha……. *evil laughter*

what kind of a nutcase would buy a life sized doll of Chucky!!??

•October 25, 2009 • Leave a Comment

crazy guy… we thought the guy must be just as psychopathic as Chucky, to be travelling on the MRT with Chucky! so it wasnt easy to get a photo of it……… obviously we didnt want the guy to spot us taking a photo of Chucky right………… so pardon me for the blurred shot.

creepy shit!

Disclaimer: not intented for kids below 12.

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